Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Pink Barbie shoes :)

 I made a video blog today where I'm just talking randomly and showing my new shoes! I lovelovelove my new shoes! ♥ Too bad I can't wear the pink ones outdoors for a couple of months...


xoxo

Monday, November 29, 2010

I need to go Christmas shopping...

I made a video blog today, but I'll post it later :) I haven't gotten my shoes yet... the mailman is late!! It's damn cold today, even with my fat winter jacket I'm freezing my ass off! I had this scary zombie dream last night... usually my zombie dreams are funny, but this one was just scary. :( I also dreamed that I celebrated New year's Eve abroad in a big city! Ah I wish I could do that...

Okay so I'm gonna make some lunch now and go look if my shoes have arrived yet...

xoxo

I need to go Christmas shopping...

I made a video blog today, but I'll post it later :) I haven't gotten my shoes yet... the mailman is late!! It's damn cold today, even with my fat winter jacket I'm freezing my ass off! I had this scary zombie dream last night... usually my zombie dreams are funny, but this one was just scary. :( I also dreamed that I celebrated New year's Eve abroad in a big city! Ah I wish I could do that...

Okay so I'm gonna make some lunch now and go look if my shoes have arrived yet...

xoxo

Sunday, November 28, 2010

Who is that? >_>

So yesterday when I was looking for pics of me and Zlata (old ones), I came across some really old ones from when my style was completely different! I suppose everyone has had an emo/punk/rocker part of their life and mine was so weird... Look at this;
I look like a completely different person xD I wanted to have black hair back then (and I wanted to cut it short and cool - so happy I didn't do it! haha), but my mom wouldn't let me, so i dyed it brown, at least most parts of it. So in the old pic, that brown-ish hair is (obviously) not my real hair color.

Okay so I'm reading this book (omg I'm reading a book!! xD) called Tokyo hostess, which is based on true events about this young British girl who went to Tokyo with her friend to earn some money serving drinks, etc.. and ended up being murdered. It's really interesting, and scary! Now I understand why our teacher didn't want us to go to certain areas in Tokyo, haha.

Don't tell my mom, but tomorrow/on Tuesday I will get two new pair of shoes... :O It's a secret, but I'll show show you how awesome they are once I get them! Speaking of materialistic things, I need to buy some christmas presents :/

xoxo

Who is that? >_>

So yesterday when I was looking for pics of me and Zlata (old ones), I came across some really old ones from when my style was completely different! I suppose everyone has had an emo/punk/rocker part of their life and mine was so weird... Look at this;
I look like a completely different person xD I wanted to have black hair back then (and I wanted to cut it short and cool - so happy I didn't do it! haha), but my mom wouldn't let me, so i dyed it brown, at least most parts of it. So in the old pic, that brown-ish hair is (obviously) not my real hair color.

Okay so I'm reading this book (omg I'm reading a book!! xD) called Tokyo hostess, which is based on true events about this young British girl who went to Tokyo with her friend to earn some money serving drinks, etc.. and ended up being murdered. It's really interesting, and scary! Now I understand why our teacher didn't want us to go to certain areas in Tokyo, haha.

Don't tell my mom, but tomorrow/on Tuesday I will get two new pair of shoes... :O It's a secret, but I'll show show you how awesome they are once I get them! Speaking of materialistic things, I need to buy some christmas presents :/

xoxo

Tove och jag :)

Today I took some webcam pics with my sister! ♥ They're not retouched at all (hope she doesn't mind), and yes I knowwww my sister is beautiful and she's also one of my very best friends in this world.

Tove och jag :)

Today I took some webcam pics with my sister! ♥ They're not retouched at all (hope she doesn't mind), and yes I knowwww my sister is beautiful and she's also one of my very best friends in this world.

Saturday, November 27, 2010

November 27th, 2010

Today it's the 20th birthday of my close friend Zlata, and since a lot of things have happened I wrote a text for her (not sure if she'll be reading it though, I'll tell her to read it anyway once she gets back [she's abroad with her husband]) in Swedish:

Jag har ingen aning om vilket datum det var, men vi träffades för första gången på Gidde, klass 7b, oj oj oj... Var kan man börja? Vi tillhörde olika grupper - som inte alls tyckte om varandra speciellt mycket. Efter mitt jobbiga kompisbyte lärde jag känna dig och jag kan ärligt säga att trots att det gjorde så jäkla ont just då, skulle jag göra det om och om igen, för dig. Vi klickade, sådär som man bara klickar med ett fåtal personer under sin livstid och jag blev positiv igen, du gjorde mig så.

Flera år, massa kvällspromenader och många stalkade spanjorer senare och vi är fortfarande kvar i Västerås, men du är hela 20år. Du har förändrats, du har till och med gått och gift dig, kvinna! Om du var den 15åriga Zlata igen som spionerade på 8:or i fönsterna, skulle du då ha en aning? Tiden går så snabbt och jag har nog inte riktigt hängt med i dina förändringar. Det är synd, men det kan inte hjälpas. Folk förändras, we don't know what tomorrow will bring... Visst hoppas jag att vi alltid ska vara vänner, men jag märker ju att världen fört oss åt olika håll, vi valde olika vägar i livets labyrint, för vi startade ju med två helt olika kompasser (så filosofisk jag är~).

Även om vi någon gång tappar kontakten helt (jag vet, så ska man ju inte tänka), så vill jag att du ska veta hur mycket du betyder för mig, hur mycket jag verkligen uppskattar alla stunder vi haft tillsammans; stalkat killar i iskallt regn, skolkat från skolan bara för att ha en mysig filmdag tillsammans, herregud - vi har ju t.om. gift oss utanför hemskunskapen i Giddes korridor! Nu ses vi knappt och det är tråkigt, men jag är stolt över dig, stolt över den bästa vän du varit, stolt över den fina människan du är och stolt över den fantastiska person jag vet att du kommer att bli. 20 år, Zlata, tiden går så fort! Tillbringa den väl, lev livet, gå efter dina drömmar, carpe diem! Och kom ihåg; life is what you make it, så vad du än gör i livet är jag tacksam att få vara en det av det. Jag är så glad för din skull för allt du lyckats med hittills och det låter astöntigt dessa 4-5år senare, men
kossor 4-life ♥

xoxo

November 27th, 2010

Today it's the 20th birthday of my close friend Zlata, and since a lot of things have happened I wrote a text for her (not sure if she'll be reading it though, I'll tell her to read it anyway once she gets back [she's abroad with her husband]) in Swedish:

Jag har ingen aning om vilket datum det var, men vi träffades för första gången på Gidde, klass 7b, oj oj oj... Var kan man börja? Vi tillhörde olika grupper - som inte alls tyckte om varandra speciellt mycket. Efter mitt jobbiga kompisbyte lärde jag känna dig och jag kan ärligt säga att trots att det gjorde så jäkla ont just då, skulle jag göra det om och om igen, för dig. Vi klickade, sådär som man bara klickar med ett fåtal personer under sin livstid och jag blev positiv igen, du gjorde mig så.

Flera år, massa kvällspromenader och många stalkade spanjorer senare och vi är fortfarande kvar i Västerås, men du är hela 20år. Du har förändrats, du har till och med gått och gift dig, kvinna! Om du var den 15åriga Zlata igen som spionerade på 8:or i fönsterna, skulle du då ha en aning? Tiden går så snabbt och jag har nog inte riktigt hängt med i dina förändringar. Det är synd, men det kan inte hjälpas. Folk förändras, we don't know what tomorrow will bring... Visst hoppas jag att vi alltid ska vara vänner, men jag märker ju att världen fört oss åt olika håll, vi valde olika vägar i livets labyrint, för vi startade ju med två helt olika kompasser (så filosofisk jag är~).

Även om vi någon gång tappar kontakten helt (jag vet, så ska man ju inte tänka), så vill jag att du ska veta hur mycket du betyder för mig, hur mycket jag verkligen uppskattar alla stunder vi haft tillsammans; stalkat killar i iskallt regn, skolkat från skolan bara för att ha en mysig filmdag tillsammans, herregud - vi har ju t.om. gift oss utanför hemskunskapen i Giddes korridor! Nu ses vi knappt och det är tråkigt, men jag är stolt över dig, stolt över den bästa vän du varit, stolt över den fina människan du är och stolt över den fantastiska person jag vet att du kommer att bli. 20 år, Zlata, tiden går så fort! Tillbringa den väl, lev livet, gå efter dina drömmar, carpe diem! Och kom ihåg; life is what you make it, så vad du än gör i livet är jag tacksam att få vara en det av det. Jag är så glad för din skull för allt du lyckats med hittills och det låter astöntigt dessa 4-5år senare, men
kossor 4-life ♥

xoxo

Thursday, November 25, 2010

Feminist - javisst!

Uuuughhhh so I talked to this ass, who acted as if he knew me by saying "people like you"... blablabla... What is people like me? Women who speak their mind? Freeminded women who aren't afraid to be themselves? He said (and I quote) "Even i don't want handle freeminded womans. why should i care of them ? they bitches. whore."

Oh so freeminded women are whores? Yeaaah that makes perfect sense. Women who have their own opinion about things are whores. All modern women are whores.
 
Either he was abused by a woman which traumatized him for life, or he's just so insecure about himself he just can't handle strong women. With other words; he's a loser.

Feminist - javisst!

Uuuughhhh so I talked to this ass, who acted as if he knew me by saying "people like you"... blablabla... What is people like me? Women who speak their mind? Freeminded women who aren't afraid to be themselves? He said (and I quote) "Even i don't want handle freeminded womans. why should i care of them ? they bitches. whore."

Oh so freeminded women are whores? Yeaaah that makes perfect sense. Women who have their own opinion about things are whores. All modern women are whores.
 
Either he was abused by a woman which traumatized him for life, or he's just so insecure about himself he just can't handle strong women. With other words; he's a loser.

I was sewing today again!

Hej hej! So I don't want to be one of those bloggers showing off in bikini, buuuut I MADE this one (from one bikini top and two bikini bottoms + some gold fabric and a brooch)! It took quite long since I had to sew most of it by hand - my fingers are dead now...
 
I think it looks much better on, even though it doesn't fit perfectly I'm happy with the results :) Not sure how good it is to swim in though... luckily I don't like swimming in the ocean or whatever since I'm scared of the fishes and stuff in the water... xD

xoxo

I was sewing today again!

Hej hej! So I don't want to be one of those bloggers showing off in bikini, buuuut I MADE this one (from one bikini top and two bikini bottoms + some gold fabric and a brooch)! It took quite long since I had to sew most of it by hand - my fingers are dead now...
 
I think it looks much better on, even though it doesn't fit perfectly I'm happy with the results :) Not sure how good it is to swim in though... luckily I don't like swimming in the ocean or whatever since I'm scared of the fishes and stuff in the water... xD

xoxo

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

Creative day :)

This is the dress I made today!
 This is what it looked like before:
Not exactly my style with a maxi-dress, so I made it shorter, tighter and gave it a little more V-neck. I like it now, but I wasn't too sure about the sleeves... although I decided to keep them because I already have so many sleeveless dresses. I loooove my hair today btw ~♥ Volume maxxxx <3

I just love my hair in this screenshot of a video I'm not gonna show you! xD aaaaand I myself prefer my hair curly, because I always get sweet compliments from strangers about it. Makes me happy ^^

xoxo

Creative day :)

This is the dress I made today!
 This is what it looked like before:
Not exactly my style with a maxi-dress, so I made it shorter, tighter and gave it a little more V-neck. I like it now, but I wasn't too sure about the sleeves... although I decided to keep them because I already have so many sleeveless dresses. I loooove my hair today btw ~♥ Volume maxxxx <3

I just love my hair in this screenshot of a video I'm not gonna show you! xD aaaaand I myself prefer my hair curly, because I always get sweet compliments from strangers about it. Makes me happy ^^

xoxo

Monday, November 22, 2010

About my future

I made to video blogs about my future :) hehe Can't rotate them though, sorryyyy! Don't break your necks watching (and watch them in full screen if you want, hehehehehe)!

And the other one (of course I had to change into another outfit);

xoxo

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Godis

Eric and me
So today my parents and I went to like a Christmas market, but there were no interesting things there, except candy :) haha It was soooo cold though because of the wind! Now I'm watching documentaries and eating some of the candy! I loooove documentaries! ♥ People who don't are weird..

I'm getting a cold :(:( Ah today was the episode of Gossip Girl with the Swedish artist Robyn! Fun xD

Update:
Btw... I dreamed that I was a Swedish teacher at an American high school or something! Haha it was so weird and funny... I think I would make an awesome Swedish teacher, I came up with some great ideas how to teach Swedish to people.. buuut I guess I can't do that without an education x)

xoxo

Godis

Eric and me
So today my parents and I went to like a Christmas market, but there were no interesting things there, except candy :) haha It was soooo cold though because of the wind! Now I'm watching documentaries and eating some of the candy! I loooove documentaries! ♥ People who don't are weird..

I'm getting a cold :(:( Ah today was the episode of Gossip Girl with the Swedish artist Robyn! Fun xD

Update:
Btw... I dreamed that I was a Swedish teacher at an American high school or something! Haha it was so weird and funny... I think I would make an awesome Swedish teacher, I came up with some great ideas how to teach Swedish to people.. buuut I guess I can't do that without an education x)

xoxo

Saturday, November 20, 2010

It has been snowing all day....

I went out in the snow to take photos. I took quite many but I'll only show you a few. Let's start with a pic of me with no makeup. Baby face :/
And here it is without the effect, just so no one will complain (you can click on it to make it bigger):
Everything's white outdoors, so I wanted to capture some colors in this pic...
 Snowy bench... xD
That's all the pics I'm gonna show you now! I'm watching a Swedish comedy show (Cirkus Möller) at the moment, it's fun! :D Hmm I want popcorn... and a zombie movie! Yay! I think it's time for another video blog.. I'll make one!

xoxo


It has been snowing all day....

I went out in the snow to take photos. I took quite many but I'll only show you a few. Let's start with a pic of me with no makeup. Baby face :/
And here it is without the effect, just so no one will complain (you can click on it to make it bigger):
Everything's white outdoors, so I wanted to capture some colors in this pic...
 Snowy bench... xD
That's all the pics I'm gonna show you now! I'm watching a Swedish comedy show (Cirkus Möller) at the moment, it's fun! :D Hmm I want popcorn... and a zombie movie! Yay! I think it's time for another video blog.. I'll make one!

xoxo


Friday, November 19, 2010

I made my own top!

Semi-straight hair today! Plus I was sewing a top! It turned out pretty well (it's the white one I'm wearing in the pics). I like it alot! Gonna make another one, I think :)

Anyway, I'm not really in the mood to blog (my sister is forcing me)... People just always seem to have something to complain about these days, about me I mean. Family, friends, everyone... except my siblings, they're always there for me even though my brother acts like he doesn't care sometimes. If Z would still be around (no, she's not dead), we would probably have gone on one of our "We hate everything"-evening walks. I miss those... I miss my old life, I was so happy... even though I didn't think I was back then. Vad hände?

I hate suffering from the Cindrella symdrome/complex.

xoxo